Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Photos!!!

                                            Kid's Club at the base!

                                             More Kid's Club

                                              Mark preaching at Central Park in Antigua

                                               Soup Run near the dump in Antigua

                                                   Soup Run near the Antigua Dump

                                                  More Soup Run!

                                       Mark and Carlos preaching at an outreach in Chimaltenango

                                             Mark teaching an evangelism seminar in the City with
                                                Carlos

3 wishes!

Remember when you were a kid and you pretended you had 3 wishes and they would all come true?  What would you wish for?  Money?  Vacations?  3 more wishes???

Some of our supporters through the years have occasionally challenged Mark and I to put a wish list on our newsletters.  We really haven't a lot and I'm not exactly sure why!  We just didn't.  Maybe it's because we are just so appreciative of the fact that people send us money every month and it seems extravagant to ask for more!  But this last newsletter we added 3 things to a wish list that we were needing/wanting. A new laptop--the one we have is extremely overworked and there's just too many people needing to do school and work on it and there aren't enough hours in the day for everyone to get done what needs to be done!  A new camera--ours broke about a year ago and we haven't been able to replace it and haven't been able to take any photos.  And a kitchen aid stand up mixer--I do a TON of cooking and baking for our family and others and even though it isn't truly a need it is something that would make my life a lot easier!

A week after we put it out someone wrote to us that they felt God leading them to give us all 3!!!  Praise God!  We are so thankful and we are truly enjoying the blessings!  Our new camera is amazing!  It is more than we could have ever expected.  I am LOVING my new mixer--I call her Julia since Julia Child is one of my cooking heroes.  And we are getting our new computer in about a week or so. 

The lesson in all of this is that God is faithful!  He is faithful with our needs and He is faithful with our wishes.  He wants to bless us!  What are your wishes?

Give Us This Day...

It's interesting to me how we can learn the Lord's Prayer as a kid and not really know what it means until we grow up and live out a life of faith. 

I remember praying "Give us this day our daily bread..." and thinking as a kid how much I like bread and that it's just so cool that God gives us bread every day!  YAY God!!!  It wasn't until we moved here on the mission field that I truly understood what that phrase meant. 

When we lived in the US and things got tight we went out and got an extra job.  Sometimes it was a less than glamorous job--but it got us through the tight spots.  We struggled a little but could truly make things happen when we needed to.  Thank you God for providing jobs and the opportunity to work and provide for our needs.  He was giving us our daily bread. 

Moving to Guatemala where we can't just go out and get a job (we don't have the right visa for that) if things get tight has really opened my eyes to what this means in our lives.  Sometimes God provides daily--not ahead of time.

I have the American mentality that a savings account and a bit of a cushion is a good thing and a desirable thing to have.  It's irresponsible not to have some extra little bit put away in case of an emergency.  I have been under a lot of self-condemnation because that doesn't happen for us!  It's been a tough thing for me to see.  I often wonder why I can't save.  Then I think about it a little and realize this:  maybe God wants to provide DAILY. 

We get our offering and it seems to be more than enough and I think "NOW we can put some away."  Only to find that our car needs hundreds of dollars of more work than we realized or there's a medical situation to deal with or one of our homeless people needs some meds or one of our guys in rehab needs shampoo and eye glasses or our electric bill was figured wrong and now we have to make up the difference!  This is a part of daily life here in Guatemala.  Sometimes we can't plan ahead--and just when we think we have it's all gone!

I find it interesting that it's taken me this long to realize that daily means day by day.  We may not be able to plan for tomorrow we just have to take God's provision as it comes--daily.  This is faith!  This is where the rubber meets the road.  This is where we trust that He is our daily provider as we are faithful with what He provides.

So now when I pray "Give us this day our daily bread..." I smile because I realize now what it means to actually live completely and totally dependent on God for every. single. day.  Not easy--but always worth it.